Saturday 29 December 2012

Special (Christmas) Day

Relate this to Christmas Day:
I was watching Rooftop Prince (Korean drama series) by myself, in my room, and suddenly some relatives (10) come to my house. I was surprised. My grandma, dad's brothers and their wife, cousins, even relatives from Sampit (Kalimantan) also came. It's really been a long time that we run into each other. What a happy-sudden big family gathering. And as usual, our first conversation was: Ah, you look more beautiful! and obviously I say thank you while blushing. But I think I should be thankful, at least they didn't say Kamu gemukan, ya! It would hurt me more, eh. And the next is: How is it? Do you have boyfriend? You clearly know what would I do, right? Smile so bright. He he he. Somehow I just realized why some of you may not like the big family gathering, yeah I know for sure the reasons behind it!

That sudden family gathering reminds me of my little family. I grow in a healthy and happy family. Thank God I still have my two guardian angels plus two little cute stars by my side, but it's been a long time that we don't have a complete-five family picture. Well, I know it's a bit late, but Merry Christmas! May God bless you and the family! Be thankful if you still have your family, and if not... still be thankful, because He still takes care of you!

Speaking of which, I did come to church this christmas eve with my friends. It's actually my first time coming on christmas eve. It was great, though. I should've posted the 35k candles but I ended up with nothing to upload. It was really romantic <3


Thursday 20 December 2012

The End of The World

Suku Maya said that tomorrow (12/21/2012) is the end of the world. It's just according to their calendar. What's on my mind is 'Do you really trust them?' Honestly, that question is blinking on my head right now. If it's true, what would I do a second later? What would I do before the world comes to an end? Maybe, I will just be at home, pray, and hope so that He can forgive all of my sins. Or maybe, I'll take the courage to say I love you to him before it's too late. Or maybe I'll go to spa and enjoy the massage before they close the place forever. More than that, I think it's a warning to all of you to get closer to Him (in any beliefs). Good luck then, let me know if you're still alive tomorrow.

I really mean it.

Monday 17 December 2012


What is it that pops out in your head after hearing a word called 'happiness'?
-Having so much money?
-Marry the most prettiest girl?
-Having the most perfect family ever?
-Be the owner of the biggest company in town?
-Be the most famous actor that you're dreaming of?

You're not in error. Everyone in the world is dying for 'that' happiness. If we check out the dictionary, happiness means the state of being happy #yea so I conclude that you all will be happy if you get those, eh? Once again, you're not wrong. But, do you think that you'll be happy after marrying that girl?The girl who has everything: pretty, brainy, rolling in money. You think that your friends are gonna envy you? You think that people are gonna respect you for yourself?Cause I think the answer is NO.

Why? Yes, it's surely because you're too ugly to have her. You'll be the green-eyed-monster. Yes, you'll be dead of jealousy that she's admired by the most handsome men in the city. And, she won't look up to you. She'll even despise you, because she brings in more money than you. Don't you feel happier that you only earn five hundred dollars every month yet your wife thinks highly of you. More than that, happiness is whenever you see another people (esp. people you love) happy. Cliche, but it's true. And you don't have to be something to be the reason why those people feel so cheery.

A few days ago, I was driving and stopped at the traffic light. A little boy came to me. He smiled so brightly approaching me, coming up with the newspapers on his hands. He pointed to Jawa Pos, and I said no with my hand. Then, he pointed to another newspaper, to another newspaper, to another magazine, (and didn't stop smiling so widely), lastly he pointed to Bobo Magazine. I laugh! Regretfully, I still said no.

You know what? He just made my day, with his smile. He's not even a student. Sorry, he's a newspaper seller, and he just made my day. See? You don't have to be something to be a blessing for people around you. Smile! It may brighten their day. Now you can choose which happiness do you want to live with :)