Confession Time

It's December already. Time does fly so fast. I learn a lot from these twelve months, through good things also bad things. This time, I want to share what I learned from 2017. In the past years, I felt like I didn't do much things in one year. I felt like I was just doing the same things over 12 months. But this time, it's different.

So yeah, this year is actually the continuation from last year, where I began to fearfully take commitments, also be responsible in every decisions I made. There are so many things that I worked on in 2017. I built some small startups this year. I challenged myself to take risks and opportunities I never took before. I had some beauty projects I didn't expect. I got some new friends I never knew before.

Being a beauty blogger and an entrepreneur in the same time is pretty hard to do. Specially for me, who's not good at time management. I often feel tensed in days and nights. I want everything turns out very good but sometimes it just doesn't go my way. So, in this year, I learn to let go; I learn to forgive myself; also, I learn to accept myself.

I, initially, love to get to know new things. I always push myself to study harder. I remind myself that I can master everything if I swot harder. Yet weirdly, on the other hand, I want people underestimate me, so they don't demand much from me. Cause, simply I hate disappointing others.

2017 is amazing. It's all by His grace. Lord Jesus is very very nice to me. His grace is overflowed in me. People say I'm lucky, I say I'm blessed. Thank you Jesus for all this time. Thank you for forgiving and still loving me always. I can't thank Jesus enough for every little thing He did for me. Thank you.

Okay. This one is random. But, I feel this the most in 2017. All this time, I thought I never had close friends. Sometimes, I feel so lonely yet relaxing to be alone. Perhaps it's because I'm an introvert. If I'm in a group of five or three, my four or two friends will be way closer to each other than to me. I never get to that close with my close friends. In friendship, I always keep the distance between me and them. Cause, simply I don't like to have issues with them. My thought is the more you're close with someone, the more potential you have issues with them.

But... A few days ago, I had a very surprising moment from my friends. It's when they spare their time to come to my Fita booth, to support me. I feel like I had an early birthday surprise ;D Hmm I am literally very thankful and grateful for everyone who walks in my life; either to just be with me or taught me a lesson.

Thank you, and now I'm so ready to welcome 2018. I hope everything is gonna be alright. I hope everything is gonna be just fine. I'll talk about my resolutions in a separate blogpost, so please look forward to it ;)

So, that’s practically what I want to say. Thanks for reading. I hope you find this post useful. I’ll see you soon!

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